Monday Ponderings {March 4th}

WEARINESS

Oh let me be alone, far from eyes and faces,

Let me be alone, a while, even from you;

My soul is like a desert, sick of light-filled spaces,

The urge of useless winds, the sky of pitiless blue;

Let me be alone, a while, in twilit places,

Waiting the merciful night, the stately stars and the dew.

Sara Teasdale, Mirror of the Heart, p. 36

“ever-widening circles” – Rilke

Inspired by 지민

higher than the sky strangers

worlds apart, working on our art

ripples move outward, crisscrossing

your artistry, smiles, emotion,

dedication challenges me

maybe my covid-fueled

“mild-midlife crisis”

fandom can trickle

down into new fuel

for motherhood

for wifedom

and for my purple-tinged,

idea-driven

lifedom.

~A.M Pine 💜🌲💜

The Wood

colorful spines down

the home library’s back

a living being

fire-breathed

forest of words

scaled and long-limbed

hint of dangerous beauty

caresses and rustles

through my pine-needled

red hair.

A.M. Pine 🌲

Chocolate Chip

Love orbs, flat and sweet

Peace-bringers, sighs, smiles, sorries

Flour and sugar white flags.

A.M. Pine 💕

{Happy February! February brings my third annual participation in the World Peace Poets Postcard Fest and I hope to share some poems here, too!}💕💞💜♥️📝💌♥️💜💞💕

📖 ♥️23 Favorite Reads from 2023 ♥️📖 ( I cheated a little)

Hello Friends! I trust the new year is easing in kindly for you. ☺️💗☕️📚💌 ❄️🌛It was hard to narrow down my favs, but here they are {not really in any particular order} with a small snippet to celebrate each one! I definitely picked the books and characters I keep thinking 🤔 about. How do you pick your favorites?

~2023~

1. Klara & the Sun ☀️ by Kazau Ishiguro ~ 5 🌟 a sympathetic story that considers what makes us human from the viewpoint of Klara, an Artificial Friend (AI) to an ill teenager, Josie. I keep thinking about all the themes and questions brought up in this one. I loved the audiobook! (Possibly my favorite of the year?! 😱)

2. The Sword of Kaigen ⚔️ by M. L. Wang ~ 4 🌟 The set up to this Asian -inspired fantasy world was very (too) slow, but you find yourself gripped by a mother and son trapped in an insular community that is holding onto the old ways. They face danger and questions from within and without. Extremely violent, FYI, check trigger warnings. This is such a beautiful story about standing tall in the face of adversity and self-sacrifice.

3. Wormwood Abbey 🐉 by Christina Baehr ~ 4 🌟 This was a cozy, Victorian-time period, family-centric fantasy story. I looooved the main protagonist, Edith Worms. She has a few secrets of her own, not unlike the new abbey her father has inherited. Looking forward to next in series!

4. Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society 🥔 by Mary Ann Shaffer and Annie Barrows ~ 5🌟 (reread) I adored visiting again with these characters through the letters they exchanged. WWII historical fiction set on the island of Guernsey 🇬🇬. The audiobook was fantastic.

5. Disenchanted: The Trials of Cinderella 👑 by Megan Morrison ~ 4 🌟 This MG/YA retelling was deeper and more thoughtful than I expected. It felt like the themes of Elizabeth Gaskell’s North & South except with fairies. 😂 There were a few things I didn’t love, but overall, I sooo enjoyed this story of standing up for the suffering people in the world.

6. Evelina by Francis Burney 👗 ~ 4 🌟 Honestly, not a lot really happens in this coming-of-age Regency story. I found the excessive formality hilarious and enjoyed following teenager Evelina as she grows. I listened to this long novel and really enjoyed being along for the ride.

7. Gods, Graves, & Scholars 🗿 by C. W. Ceram~ 4 🌟 I found this nonfiction fascinating about the beginnings of archaeology and I loved how it made my Old Testament reading come alive. A bit dated, but a fascinating read!

8. Until Tomorrow, Mr. Marsworth 👧🏻👨🏼‍🦳 by Sheila O’Conner ~ 5 🌟 Heartwarming and heart wrenching story about a young girl who befriends an ostracized Quaker on her paper route. Her and her brothers navigate the world of conscientious objectors during the Vietnam 🇻🇳 War.

9. Marilla of Green Gables 🏡 by Sarah McCoy ~ 4 🌟 I keep thinking about this one that my daughter’s friend recommended to me. Fun retelling of sorts for Anne fans, but I wasn’t expecting the historical fiction side about the Canadian Underground Railroad. Fascinating!

10. Ourselves, School Education, both by Charlotte Mason, and Parents are Peacemakers by Essex Cholmondeley 🎭🎨📚 ✏️~ 5 🌟(rereads) This was my cheat, lumping all these nonfiction educational beauties together. Powerful encouragement for raising children- educational philosophy at it’s finest.

11. Unearthing the Secret Garden 🪴 by Marta McDowell ~ 5 🌟 Beautiful and truly lovely look at the 3 gardens created by Frances Hodgson Burnett in her lifetime that definitely shaped her life and writing.

12. Katherine Wentworth 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 by D. E Stevenson ~ 5 🌟so gentle, full of peace, hope, nature, and a charming cottage. Second chance story with lovely mother & children. This reminds me slightly of The Blue Castle by L.M. Montgomery, although not quite as quirky!

13. Mrs. Lorimer’s Quiet Summer 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 by Molly Clavering ~ 5 🌟A sweet family tale set in beautiful Scottish scenery. I found out that Clavering and D.E. Stevenson were friends and that this is semi autobiographical.

14. Grapes of Wrath 🍇 by John Steinbeck ~ 4 🌟 This is a Great Depression/Dust Bowl era historical fiction. This was gorgeously written, raw, heartfelt, and disturbing. Ma Joad was my favorite! Adult content and language.

15. Everything Sad is Untrue 🇮🇷 by Daniel Nayeri ~ 4 🌟 A slow, but heart-wrenching stream-of-conscious nonlinear fictionalized memoir of a young Iranian’s experience as a religious refugee in Oklahoma. It took me a long time to get into this as it had a very unconventional writing style , but then I loved the thought-provoking themes it brought up.

16. Seasons of Your Heart 💖 by Macrina Wiederkehr ~ 5 🌟beautiful poetry and short Christian devotional entries. A bit unorthodox and slightly mystical, but really spoke to my weird, word lover side. My friend gave this to me as a gift and it was such a blessing!

17. The Belton Estate 🎹 by Anthony Trollope ~ 5🌟A super interesting story about a Victorian woman who bucks tradition in a situation involving male entailment of property. This had so many interesting themes around marriage of convenience and friendship with a woman of “dubious” character.

18. The Historian 🕌 by Elizabeth Kostova ~ 4 🌟A deep, rich historical thriller with a slight fantastical twist. The atmospheric setting of this was a amazing! Told through multiple timelines and flashbacks, the story of a daughter tracing her father’s discovery of a strange book with connections to Dracula. This has a lot of travel, Balkan culture, history, and so much more.

19. The Last Cuentista 🪐 by Donna Barbara Higuera ~ 4 🌟This was a darker, dystopian, scifi middle grade book and coming of age story. I loved the main character Petra and how she kept hope alive through storytelling.

20. Pat of the Silverbush 🌲 by L.M. Montgomery ~ 4 🌟wow! So beautifully atmospheric! I loved this book for the writing, but overall, this was not a happy book. It felt sad and lonely. However, it was full of interesting, quirky characters that Montgomery does so well. I really enjoyed discussing this book with Chantel Reads All Day YouTube channel.

21. Grace of Wild Things 🧙‍♀️ by Heather Fawcett ~ 5 🌟This was a charming middle grade fantasy twist on Anne of Green Gables. A young girl has nowhere to go and attempts to apprentice herself to the local, grumpy witch. I loved the found family, adventures, and gorgeous writing style.

22. Dune 🪱 by Frank Herbert ~ 4 🌟I listened to the audiobook of this one and was so pleasantly surprised how much I enjoyed this political, sci-fi family story. It moved EXTREMELY slowly, but it was just what I needed at the time. I loved thinking of the influence this had on Star Wars. I loved Lady Jessica’s perspective.

23. Julie 🏚️ by Catherine Marshall ~ 4 🌟A buddy read with my penpal via Voxer. This was a wonderful Depression era historical fiction story set in Pennsylvania. I loved the male characters in this book, and Julie and her father’s relationship was such an interesting dynamic. Julie and her family take over a failing newspaper in this coming of age story that brought up so many thought-provoking themes.

A few honorable mentions: The Corinthian by Georgette Heyer (ridiculously hilarious), Hinds’ Feet On High Places by Hannah Hurnard (faith-building reread), All-of-a-Kind Family by Sydney Taylor (heartwarming), Two Old Women by Velma Wallis (inspiring), Distilled Genius by Susan Branch (inspiring), and Cottage Fairy Companion by Paola Merrill (inspiring). All the poetry I read was also SO enriching!

2023 was a “Year of Change” for me and I found myself drawn to darker stories that show the protagonist overcoming! I had a wonderful reading year mostly due to narrating, interacting, and discussing what I was reading with so many wonderful friends (Voxer and Zoom for the win!), writing in my journals (here and in the regular paper & ink kind 🤣), and sharing a little on Booktube. Engaging deeply instead of just inhaling mindlessly. Granted I still read my fair share of fluff, 🥰 but my reading life felt more life-giving this year. How about you? How was your reading in 2023? I’d love to chat below!